The last couple days have been tough. Fear and self-doubt are creeping in, hovering, waiting for the opportunity to take over. They want me to turn back. To stop reaching for my dreams. To go back to the safe and comfortable place of believing my dreams are impossible.
My desire to have an extraordinary life seems so far away. Challenges in my present are making me question everything. Will I ever have the lifestyle I want doing what I love?
Then I remember, Everything is Perfectly Perfect. Or maybe… Everything is Imperfectly Perfect?
I do believe that everything happens for a reason. I believe there are lessons and messages in everything that happens. There are no coincidences, only synchronicities.
Right now I am facing a very large vet bill for my beloved kittie Miles. The fear of not having enough money comes in waves countered by the trust that everything will work out.
Once I opened up to trust I received a phone call last night for a random job opportunity to make some extra cash.
And then today I received a pay raise from one of my design/marketing contract clients.
AND my man has offered to pitch in to help with the cost.
Wow this feels like some Divine assistance. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
It seems my lesson here is to trust that everything will work out. No need to stress and fret. Simply breathe.